im taking a loong timne to settle down to blog this (:
since my SUPER REBELS have put in sooo much effort in planning my awwesome bday i should credit them by at least narrating what awesome things they did (: and of course not forgetting all the awesome things i was made to do hmph.
so 29thMay
yup celebrated with my sexaye babes of 66 (: finally got to chiong out of school to swensens for the 1for1 deal. its awesome :D with one for one student deals on desserts too nothing beats more than sticky chewy ((: and definitely the banana crumble omg i want to eat it NOW (:
and they made me this awesome looking card which is currently on my study table wall (: its soo pretty except the yucks belly oozing pbj picture which is super big haha
30th MAY
well wishes to a great morning (: haha i couldnt decide on what to wear at all cos i put on weight and everyth seemed awful on me haha so after a loong time :X i finally left the hse (: and yes im sorry i was late because everyth was pushed back :X so yeap met lemuel for lunch at suntec (which i wonder why i chose there instead of taka lol :X ) i alws liked pepper lunch but a lot of seasoning and uncooked tougay ew haha oh and his present to me is sucha lovely red book (: but i cant decide what to do with it right now just in case i spoil it or sth /: no worries i'l keep this book safe from any rain yea? (:
and there i was passed this large envelope and guess what my first clue of the day!
after much whinning (yes as usu) about how i dont want to sweat and travel around to play lol we decided to set off to find CHEAP BEAN/SEED at LOST EAST! (ps: i didnt know dong is east haha)
finally after a loong walk and brain-wrecked by then i saw my poor lil lovecube standing alone outside CHEAP-PEA at FAREAST
LOL wth!
took pic with mannequin and hurried our way to ST 2 to find bestie while lem left to rest for sundown! (:
sea of blue and grey was a total giveaway seriously and although ive only been to the tau huey shop there twice i know its defn gotta be PP (: and without even thinking its defn at that same old 'bring back memories' seat (:
did random cedar cheer IN THE ST but thank goodness awkward timiing so no one haha eeyer but i rmb i sound l;ike ahlian haha yucks but who caresran for bus to bugis street
st THREE squeezed past the very extremely crowded and buzzing bugis street i wished everyone could just get out of my way haha okok NOT princess i know (: then there was this short suspicious person loitering outside the CONSEX shop. keep starring at me i dont know why haha yes Short the Suspicious keep looking at the sex toys lei examine all the teddy bear and hello kitty :X haha surprisingly i didnt know so many ppl walk into such shops actually ok i was one of them anw haha had to ask for price of some moving penis lol so fake still sell at $29! anw very shy so quickly walk out cos the shop below 23yrs old not supp to go in.
oh and i couldnt find shorts so sad ): so proceed to another PP(parkway parade) for st FOUR couldnt guess who was waiting there... 'short (not at all!) & black; hmmm so at CJK it was long lost magdalene to the rescue :D haha dont know why must they choose such a place haha okok first always count but only i rmb also no use. haha ok no emo (:
worst task: count tables inside CJK :X wah the aunty is ji fierce i scared :X in the end just walk out like nothing happened haha
st FIVE (LAST) the waterside where w e had our first night cycling ((: oh ya on our way there the 196 broke down. its cool first time i sit bus bus break down (: suchan auspicious day like i said (:
walked to waterside to pick up cindy and berlongy alongside w char the owner (:
left for dinner at tunglok which was not too bad (: pretty nice setting and food (:
and finally headed to timbre :D camwhored liuke mad but very hot that place ): and we made a new friend- 'party-freak' yea lor really quite freak :x then jasmine surprised me with to-die-for brownie cake :D yay the box so nice somemore (:
tau-hueyed after that but i was wayy too full so i impatiently waitiong to see how long huaqianyi was gn ahold on and act nonchanlant about all my presents she was holding LOL and finally presents revealed ((: ((:
THE FREAKING AWESOME SCRAPBOOK IS MORE THEN JUST AWESOME :D
BABES THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE BESTEST DAY ALL THESE WHILE (:
yes i just cant live without the 2 of you (: its like im alr so used to having both of you aorund me whenever i need you (: i wish we'll stay like this for 80yrs down the road (:
and definitely every single darlings who spent a moment or two with me (: i feel so proud of the scrapbook i wish i could carry it everywhere i go (:
i feel like sharing it with everyone hahha but a lot of unglam photos eh yall finally took ur revenge lol
it was a happpy happpy happy birthday (:
alright im alr too lazy to start blogging on handover so let the pics on fb tell the story (: it was very good too (: but everyth that i do just seems a lil empty wo you. i've spent time thinking what went wrong how to go about solving it but i cant find an answer. i dont know what shd i do with whats happening. letting it be is just my usual form of running from it but besides that i cant do much actually.
i think we uds each other too lil. soo lil that i cant quite figure out what ure exactly thinking. i dont know know how shd i take lauren's words i dont know how to react to what happened. i think its just the same uncomfortable feeling u get when i told u abt my lunch. but i just choose to put it aside.
' i miss talking to you, i imagine running to you in a busy market, even though i dont go to the market.And we decide to have lunch and we talk over magaritas and then we walk back to where im staying and we talk some more, and we talk in the hhotel lobby and we keep talking until the moon is high in the sky and the bellhops change shifts and the night manage kicks us out.
i want to talk to you, but i dont have the slightest idea what we would have to say.'
-mercy
i cant tell you how i feel just in case things take a wropng turn round again. and if uve set ur mind on moving on maybe ure right maybe thats the right direction maybe thats the best for both of us...
myb i have just lost the faith ive been holding onto all this while& im starting to think that ure right......
